psychic doom

6 Nov 09, Fri

2009-11-06T00:36:00.004+08:00

It's official...my last entry was exactly 1 month ago! Anyway, its just another 4 more days to the A level exams and my heart is pounding hard. Perhaps one of my bicuspid valves may burst in anxiety...4 days more and I am feeling kind of lackadaisical...not a good feeling to be in...

The problem with this schedule is that Math is the first paper! It may not seem much of a big deal but it has to do with the psychological aspect. Now, Math is a black-or-white paper with no intermediates, putting it simply in laymen terms, 'its either you get the answer or you dont'. If I dont get the answer, it's going to haunt me till the day I get my results! In addition to that, those 'showing' questions are a double edged sword; it can help by affirming you got the answer, or kill you when you do not.

I guess the exams are more of a mental and psychological test in addition to the mere applications, regurgitations or rote learning. You need to maintain your composure and last till the very end, which for me, happens to be 1 month and 2 days after my first paper! Not a duration I am looking forward to.

It has been a weird week for me as I do not feel as much anxiety for the papers, but rather claim and able to absorb information better. Perhaps its a blessing from God for me to maintain my composure and not explode into insanity. The first week of the exams is a crucial one as half of all my 12 papers, ie. 6 papers, fall in that week alone! After which, the burden is lifted slightly as I race through the remaining papers.

I cant believe it but next year, there's going to be another syllabus change for Biology and Chemistry when this is just the 3rd year of the new syllabus! I guess 'change is the only constant in life' no matter how paradoxical it may seem. Really, I wonder if I am being too hard on myself or that my targets are too high to achieve, but hey, i agree what Phil 4:13 says! Guess getting straight A's for all my papers including GP is a form of self-inflicted burden/stress or motivation.

Oh well, its 12.47am now reaching 1am and for the past few days, it just seem like too early an hour to sleep...or rather I cant sleep that early due to examination excitement. Hmm, still need to practice my flute and viola for the upcoming Spiritual Meeting end of this month and Year End Evangelistic Service next month. No big deal...I like ot plan my time properly to maximise my abilities...guess its another gift from God.

Got to go get a bite...stomach's growling...

6 Oct 09, Tue

2009-10-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

It seems only yesterday when I first basked in the pride of gaining JC2 status, and now, today is the start of the truncated time-table. Indeed, yesterday was the last day of the fixed time-table. Time flies in a wink of an eye, and yet another 2 more weeks and I am off for the study break till my 'A' Level Examinations start.

Although I didnt have any time to blog events pertaining to yesterday, here's just an insight. It was a memorable day, a milestone in my academic journey when I received my High Distinction for the Australian National Chemistry Quiz, organised by The Royal Australian Chemistry Institute. In addition to a certificate that boldly proclaim my results, it came with a plaque that proudly announced 'Award of Excellence'. It was indeed a momentous day to bask in euphoria.

I must say that I will miss Chemistry tutorials with my beloved and well-respected teacher, Mrs Premala Suresh. Her admonishments and encouragements in a motherly way indeed enabled me to see the glimmer of light when atrocious results loomed over me. She grounded me in strong foundations that is key to an 'A' for the examinations. Truely, I am confident and looking forward to the 'A' Level Examinations for Chemistry to do her proud. Nothing I do is sufficient to express my gratitude, but still got a gift from Crabtree & Evelyn plus a letter to express my deep sense of gratitude.

When this year comes to an end, I am going to miss the camaraderie I shared with my peers. The laughter, the encouragements, the sweat, and even tears for some, will all be that of fond memories. It is this class that really made me change my perception towards others. Each had a sense of maturity, and not immature characters usually associated with that of secondary school kids. Somehow, this is the first time I have felt a sense of pride of calling this "MY CLASS", and identifying every single one of them as "MY FRIENDS". Life wasnt all that good for my in secondary school over some private thoughts, but I have relegated my secondary school memories to mere surrealism. No word I can think of best describes that of my class, and the only thing I can think of is '08S113'. Do not look at the surface of these numbers and letter, for beneath it, a story of a thousand words is told, that is mixed with sweat, laughter, friendship in addition to words.

As this chapter of JC life is coming to an end, I need to brace myself towards the impending Armageddon on 10Nov. The school hall will be given a new meaning as that of Megiddo. Although I can handle stress quite well, I have to admit, the pressure felt can sometimes linger on throughout the night - nostalgia to that of 2007. I will only be satisfied if I obtain nothing short of an 'A' for all my subjects, but this comes at a huge price. Preparing is the first step, but practice is crucial. With only slightly more than 30days towards the first paper, I do wonder if I am ready for this battle, based on my Prelim results, and the difficulty I face when doing practice papers. Perhaps it is an acquired bitter-sweet taste that I savour in delight.

Perhaps I should carry on with my Economics revision now as I kind of neglected it since the end of the Prelims. Alright, time to sign off!

9 Sept 09, Wed

2009-09-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

Well it has been a super long time since I had my last blog entry! Ok I am in the midst of my Preliminary Examinations and dont have much spare time for leisure activities...alright who am I kidding...I dont have much time left after playing computer games, eating, sleeping and mugging! Perhaps I should focus more on mugging since it is a race towards the exams and I arent exactly putting in as much effort as I did 2 years ago following up to the O levels!

GP paper 1 was horrible! I started on question 12, some question on whether terrorism is the biggest threat faced by my government today, and 45mins into the paper I realised I dont have suitable vocabulary nor points to smoke my way through the paper! So i stopped and started on question 7, a question on whether heroes are still relevant in today's society...BIG MISTAKE! After brainstorming for 5mins, I was left with 40mins to finish an entirely new essay! How was I to do it...plus heroes is not limited to comical or fictional characters but those pertaining to reality such as teachers, religious icons etc. When I was doing question 12 I had a strong urge to do question 7 instead...ok it was a wrong intuition on my part. Think my language and content is going to suffer for that paper as I didnt have much flare for that paper nor display any flowery linguistic ability! Man I am counting on my paper 2 to pull my grade up to a mid or high C for GP!

2nd week into my study break I feel I have accomplished nothing. Well I did have my doubts in macroeconomics clarified and the day seemed much brighter after that. But as for mathematics and biology, well, that's a problem I am concerned with since I need to buck up my grades for these 2 subjects as urged by my teacher mentors. Maybe with some divine intervention I can utopic stage of aceing my exams...lol impossible!

Finally the mooncake month is back again...and I begin my binge on mooncakes! Ok I really like mooncakes and can be crazy enough to eat them for a meal or just finish up boxes (each containing 4 mooncakes) on my own...just snacking as I watch TV or do my work. Cant remember how many boxes of mooncakes I finished on my own last year...well you only get to savour this moment once a year so why not? LOL! Mooncakes are really nice but I cant stand those with eye yolks in it! Especially those with 4-5 yolks in it just disgusts me...the sight of it erks me! That's why I prefer those plain ones or I will just throw away the yolk (kind of wasting it but no choice). Somehow a sense of nostalgia stuck me as I was savouring every bit of my lotus paste delicacy...a bit of heaven in every bit...ok not heavenly with the yolk inside but you do get my point...!

Oh! Today the sound of my viola became better! My teacher helped me with the fine tuners, removing it and replacing it with the original tailpiece without any fine tuners attached to it. Amazingly, the sound became broader and not so airy as before! For once I noticed a significant change in my viola for the better! The sound was much better...and I guess I just need to change the strings and bridge. Both my ex-teacher and current teacher have complained every single bit of my viola except the pegs and chinrest...lol and it was a big milestone today when I was told I dont need to sell my viola as the sound is better. It can be much better with a change in the bridge (which is too short due to the guy in Synwin which shaved the bridge 2 times without my consent) and the strings. As I heard from my teacher, Dominant strings are a no-no for violas as they suit violins better. Wonder which strings is better that can bring out the beauty of my viola...perhaps that can be the Holy Grail of all viola strings!

Anyway of I go to my usual 11pm prayer with the others...see ya!

18 June 09, Thurs

2009-06-18T17:44:00.002+08:00

Oh I just got this testimony from Bro C.P which is written by Bro. Yoke Fah from True Jesus Church in London:

"I am going to write a short testimony on behalf of Bro Zhao Cai Chen from Taiwan who worshipped with us on Sabbath day and saw this vision during the evangelistic service at 3pm: As the piano played the intro for the first hymn to be presented by the choir, a bright glorious light shone out from the pulpit and the Lord Jesus Christ stood in the midst. The Lord Jesus was very tall and Bro Chen could not see his face but his feet was in a bright shiny gold colour. As the choir started singing with the piano accompaniment, Bro Chen heard additional music instruments being played and the music was undescribable, it was heavenly music and he looked up and saw little angles above the choir playing the harp and flutes. And as the choir sang the appearances of all the choir members became angelic, innocent and childlike. Lord Jesus started to lay His hands on each choir members as they sang. This vision lasted about 3 minutes and then disappeared.During the 3rd hymn that was being presented, Bro Chen saw another vision with flames descending from above and many hands being stretched out to receive the flames and then the flames ascended back to heaven.All glory to the Lord Jesus Christ. May all of us be encouraged by this vision to serve the Lord with more zeal and holiness and that our worhsip will be in spirit and in truth. Amen.
Emmanuel, Yoke Fah''

It is such an awesome testimony that I thought I needed to share! Really God is very gracious and merciful...really am blessed to be in His chosen flock and in His church.

All glory be given to God!!!

11 June 09, Thurs

2009-06-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

I am super bored! Ok I went to practice my flute and viola during the free time....ok more like the whole day is the ''free time''...anyway my flute tone has improved and I was super elated over it...still am! Being super overjoyed, I decided to polish my flute...which I just realised it is silver plated and not nickel...cant imagine I didnt know i was using a silver flute for 3 years...and even when I bought it!

Well actually when I got my flute, I looked out of features like split E mechanism, off-set G etc...and not much on the design...so I got my Yamaha which now I find is quite ok. Having used 3 flutes, a Yamaha, Buffet and Miyazawa flute, I think Miyazawa is still the best (which is like duhh)! After using the Miyazawa flute, I was practically playing on it everyday and neglected my Yamaha! So today I decided to polish my silver Yamaha and it is tiring business having to polish and remove the tarnish areas! So now it is super shiny and back to its former glory!

Hmm for my viola, I still like my German-made viola as compared to my China-made viola...so now I only play my German viola and neglect my China viola all the way! Hahaha that is the problem of having many instruments! It is hard to make time for each of them!

Anyway being super bored, going to eat my curry puff now... -.- zzz

2 June 09, Tues

2009-06-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

Argh down with flu....but it is not H1N1 -.-''' but feeling very miserable...like typical flu la except got sore throat which usually comes together...worst of 2 evils! Anyway instead of a 1 month holiday, it is more of a few weeks study break for the Mid Years after the holidays...ok mine is not the only school though...

Whoa i seriously think that a certain subject from my school and a certain tutor need to rethink their teaching skills! I am not criticising or what...just giving a frank and open opinion. Taking a whole period during tutorial just to complete a part of a question whort 2marks? That is total madness and a waste of time! He/she must learn to be more efficient and have proper time management! Cant believe that it is impossible to finish the syllabus and having the need to do make-up tutorials for many periods in a row! Ok I think i can say good-bye to an A for that subject!

How I wish that person can be switched to a better one who can at least have proper time management. No point trying to teach more outside the syllabus (for general knowledge) when you cant even cover the syllabus! Seriously, my whole class and I (plus other classes included) are getting fustrated and worried over that subject! Starting to think perhaps I chose the wrong combination...maybe I shouldnt even have chosen that subject!

Anyway I think some people are just kind of weird as they are obviously to everything around them! Especially there are some who just shows you an attitude when he/she doesnt even know if it is affecting your mental well-being or not! I dont know what is going on in their minds...

Oh and I saw one comment on my blog stating that person dont know what is al these about, well, this is a blog for me to write all my stuff...it is what most people do...seriously, get a life! Ok to put it nicely, the world is diverse....diverse with all kinds of weird people!

Argh cant be bothered anymore...

6 May 09, Wed

2009-05-06T18:26:00.003+08:00

Today is SYF...well for GuanYue we met at 7am to do foundation practice (ji ben gong) till 8.15am when the conductor reached. Prac lasted till 10.25am then had lunch, change and shift instruments till 11.15am. The bus and lorry came early and we went to SCH and reach there like super early! Well we had time to tune and prac a little in the tuning room.

During SYF we waited for super long and very nervous! I was totally hoping and praying that we can get Gold with Honours since this is like the last SYF in my life and want to have like a big finish. Anyway for the set piece, Jiangnan Hao, i must admit the song wasnt very well done as people were out of tune and came in early and stuff. The choice piece, La Sa Xing - Da Guay, was quite well done and surprise that the zhong-yin suona could play the part which he could not. Well that part is very obvious and he has never played it in tune and correctly...was super surprised he got all the notes out and in tune!

Despite all these and the astonishing finish, we still got a silver. I was totally disappointed. Everyone was just like waiting in the room in the dark and keeping quiet while hearing some distant sobs. Though a silver, i really enjoyed my CO experience and thank the Guan Yue section for taking me in and helping me after switching from Band into CO. CO is like the only CCA which i really feel a part of and I really enjoy it for the first time. To me, i dont think silver should be an obstacle for future challenges but a learning experience.

Anyway, here's the results for the Chinese Orchestra JC/CI SYF 2009:
1. Saint Andrews JC -------------- Silver
2. Jurong JC ---------------------- Bronze
3. Temasek JC -------------------- Gold with Honours
4. National JC -------------------- Gold
5. Pioneer JC --------------------- Bronze
6. Nanyang JC -------------------- Gold with Honours
7. Victoria JC --------------------- Gold
8. Dunman High ----------------- Gold with Honours
9. Hwa Chong Institution -------- Gold with Honours
10. Yishun JC --------------------- Silver
11. Meridian JC ------------------- Silver
12. Raffles JC --------------------- Gold
13. Tampines JC ------------------ Silver
14. River Valley High ------------ Silver
15. Anglo-Chinese JC ------------ Gold
16. Anderson JC ------------------ Gold with Honours
Total of 5 Gold with Honours, 4 Gold, 5 Silver, 2 Bronze.

Anyway nothing much to talk about...got to prepare for NAPFA tmr and Chem SPA and Maths test on Fri.

27 April 2009, Mon

2009-04-27T19:56:00.002+08:00

Well 3 more days to D-day on Thurs [it is not SYF]....whether the outcome is good or bad, i dont mind...preferably bad outcomes. I just cant stand the normal lifestyle anymore as it is just a thorn in the flesh...of which you may or may not know who or what that thorn is!

Ok one of my juniors finally chanced upon my blog so must be careful of whatever i post now...must be more ''civilised'' and more PG rating...

Aiyah actually i dont really bother cause i just want that thorn removed! The whole weekend i was super busy with homework! Fri after CO rushed hmwk like mad till 11plus, then Sat morning econs test at 8am followed by Talent Management till 12noon...then rushed through homework again until 11plus! Sun too! Such a hectic weekened filled with homework...

16 April 09, Thurs

2009-04-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

Whoa it has been some time since i last had a blog entry! Well really busy with CO pracs for upcoming SYF...pracs are like tue to fri well into the night on thurs especially! Well but i dont mind though (that's if i have no homework)...

Dizi playing is starting to get enjoyable especially when i have to prac hard for my mini solo part in the SYF set piece. Well one thing's for sure, dizi isnt as simple as it looks...need to have a lot of technical training put in place...but i dont have much as i transfer from the western flute in Band to dizi in CO...(east meets west kind of thing -.-)

Oh 10 more practices till SYF! Everyone is aiming for Gold but i hope to get Gold with Honours since this is my last SYF - no more chance in the future!!!! A bit sad if cannot get GoH but our standard is not there yet...hopefully some miracle will happen.. lol

My finger hurts from playing double bass and viola!!!! Callus forming!!! ARGH!!! But it is kind of worth it since both are nice instruments especially the DB! Such nice mellow and deep sound...if only i had one at home, i will be playing it like everyday! I dont think i have the proper techniques cause i am learning all by my self and hearing the pitch to correct myself...a bit zhai hor? ok self-praise lol...hahaha

Alrights got to get back to studying bio...the learn concepts, skills and memorise 3-way approach to learning bio kind of thing. Got to carry on with Diversity and Evolution...sounds chim...and it is!!! SUPER CHIM! Alrights...bye...

13 March 2009, Fri

2009-03-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

I am seriously very tired from such a lifestyle...i am sick and tired of the pest and there is nothing else i can describe...it is beyond the mere description of words...

I have a mouth, but out of it I have no voice..
I have eyes to see the beauty of the earth, but all I see is darkness...
I have ears to hear the melodies of the world, but all I hear is sorrow and terror
I have legs to stand tall with pride, but with it I crumble without confidence and in fear
I have hands to enact justice and to make peace, but with it I cover myself in fear
With my life I can make a better future, but instead the cold dark truth takes over...there is nothing nice to look out for
I have friends all around me, but no one to talk and share to
I have food to eat, but nothing is edible with fearful thoughts
I have water to drink, but tears of sorrow floods my soul
I have a bed to sleep, but am awake to safeguard against danger

I really have nothing else to say but it is really a torture living through a day with such conditions...it is a worst mental and emotional torture one can ever face through...never know when it ends...

10 March 2009, Tue

2009-03-10T21:50:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i think i hate you...i dont even want to acknowledge any relations to you! All you can do is to be a burden to others and act as a beast, a tyrant and an aggressor! How I dread seeing you! You are nothing than a thorn in everyone's flesh...and long for it to be gone! As the chinese says, 'wu yao ker jiu'...which is like totally true...no point being a hypocrite and a pharisee trying to ''act good'' outside when you are no in the inside...

I am sick and you still have to act all idiotic and tyrant-like...at least have the basic manners to give people a break from you! Cant talk properly, always threatening others, being hypocritical, always putting others down, self before others, blaming others and not yourself, see yourself as the one who is always innocently blamed...please look at yourself in the mirror! Stop dwelling in lala-land...your self-perception is totally an opposite of your real true self!!!!

please if you treat water better than ''biological homology'', all the more you should get out and stay away from us...stop being a treat and be a burden to others! No one owes you anything! Rather you owe it to others for ruining their lives! You should look at yourself in the mirror and see what is TOTALLY WRONG with you...but as usual, you dont see anything wrong with yourself and blame it on others...and will NEVER CHANGE!

others have solace from the outside burdens when I have much more burden when with you! I am glad when you are not present as in that way, I have peace and am secure...without you around, others can still lead on their lives, and even at a much better standard than with you! So get away you leviathon from destroying the harmony in everyone's lives!!!!!

Sick and tired of you and your stupid habits!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16 Nov 2008, Sun

2008-11-16T21:33:00.004+08:00

Whoa today was tiring! After service, went to Parkway, then to Gramercy, then to West Plaza, then to White Sands, then home! I am so tired!!!!!

Ok at Gramercy I was looking out for a new viola...and guess what? I found my dream-viola by Jan Lorenz! Here's some pics of it...

This is the back...well i took this pic at Gramercy and the workers there were so helpful is aiding my quest to get a nice pic of it...

Unfortunately the pic of the front is not as nice due to the lighting as well as due to the fact that the pics are all taken from my phone camera.

No doubt the sound is heavenly and the look divine, the cost is well...ok the figures says it all - S$4990. But actually it is too good to be true! An instrument like that at that cost! Hmm...but I am not a professional so actually that instrument is not very suited for my skill level..but still!!!

Ok I am so going to find my way to get that viola! Though it didnt sound as I expected, perhaps they just need to adjust the sound-pole as it is displayed in the store!

Signing off (while dreaming of that viola...)...

7 Nov 2008, Fri

2008-11-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

IT IS FINISHED!!! Finally after months and terms, Project Work is over! Along with it, 2008 is almost coming to a close...and as I bid Jc1 bye-bye, I look towards Jc2! Sigh...my duty as the class PW representative is fulfilled and wont have much to do next year...not as fun-filled le..

Today's PW gathering at my place was not as we expected it to turn out. We were supposed to eat while watching the skit and String Quartet. However, it rained. So everyone came to my place. Then the pizza got eaten so fast within 5mins! So anyway, didnt get to watch the skit and String Quartet performance while eating. The games were supposed to be playing at free will, but in the end as like all played 'Murderer' and 'I never!'...which was quite interesting...so overall no too bad lah...

Actually I was like very disappointed that we could not present for the Year End Spiritual Meeting...it was like we practiced since the last presentation in June and only 3 weeks before SM, the thing was cancelled. I must admit I was very appeased...but after tonight's service, I felt maybe it is God's will that we should not present this year. Perhaps it is a blessing whereby we have 6 more months to work on it till next year's Spiritual Meeting (promised by the church EXCO). Afterall, it is to His service so we have to abide.

Alright, now the next presentation is the hymn service in Feb where we will have to present a repertoire of hymns...and starts the entire hymn selection process, editing, arranging, and stuff (which I dont mind...hehe)! But with the Theolo in view, we only have 3 weeks of Nov and the month of Jan to prefect our playing as an Ensemble! Not to fear though as the Lord is with us...

Anyway a good friend of mine sent me this email, which I find it is good to share:
The Awesomeness of God!!
IN CHEMISTRY... HE TURNED WATER TO WINE

IN BIOLOGY... HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE NORMAL CONCEPTION.

IN PHYSICS... HE DISPROVED THE LAW OF GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN

IN ECONOMICS... HE DISPROVED THE LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 MEN (not...INCLUDING the WOMEN and CHILDREN) WITH TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD;

IN MEDICINE...HE CURED THE SICK AND THE BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE DOSE OF DRUGS,

IN HISTORY...HE IS THE BEGINNING AND THE END;

IN GOVERNMENT... HE SAID THAT HE SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE;

IN RELIGION... HE SAID NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM; SO.

The Greatest Man in History
Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master.
Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher.
Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer.
He had no army, yet kings feared Him.
He won no military battles, yet He conquered theworld.
He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him.
He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today.

God's Blessing is Over Flowing!

Isnt that a nice mail? Anyway have to go now...

3 Nov 2008, Mon

2008-11-03T18:22:00.003+08:00

Oh well...today met up with the rest for String Quartet practice to try Sahara Crossing by Richard Meyer...sounds quite ok...but we need a lot more practice though the performance is this friday for Miss Chua...but so glad that they want to have practice everyday! hahaa i dont mind! actually i also like it to have practice everyday...we sound very nice when we play correctly and the notes just blend and harmonise together wonderfully!

Ok we need to think of a name for our group String quartet...whoa the electric string quartet Scala! is super good!...especially the song Palladio (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8E2DyXO3Tk)....i want to play that song but the problem is that original costs over US$40! anyway i think that song is too hard for us to play at all...

One day nearer to Theolo...hmm oh well back to 2nd year...hahaha...

Ok nothing much to say already cause today is just having string quartet practice...

2 Nov 2008, Sun

2008-11-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

Finally OP is over...hmm really very appreciative of Miss Chua's help in the PW journey...it just seems like a party to thank her is the least we can do for her hard work! A party is also not a bad idea...well it can bond the class together as well as thank miss chua...

Actually like this party also can get the class closer together...cause dont know if we will even still stay as a class next year due to some reshuffling...so is like must enjoy our time as a class while we can...a

But the problem is that I dont know if the class will support in this party...perhaps assigning roles is too taxing? Or should we just have a committee to decide and plan out everything? But that defeats the purpose...this party should be an event to have entire class participation...where everyone plays a role it making it a success...i do how the class will render in support...

Hmm the games and performances are to provide entertainment as well as boost the class spirit lor...but the thing is that i dont know if the class is up for these...maybe i shouldnt be so pesimistic about it...anyway, if worst then just a simple gift...but i really hope that thing wont turn out...

30 more days to Theolo! It seems so fast that 1 year has passed and my 2nd year term is approaching!! Too bad the other New Zealanders will not be attending as well...but i guess i can only go part-time due to school commitments...then have to travel from Adam to school! So far!!! Oh well...part and parcel of life...

Ok got to go...see ya then...

25 May 2008

2008-05-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

time waits for no man...and a year have passed...

how i wish i could go back in time to those fond memories of the past. what was joy is now sorrow and distress...why does time change a person dramatically? perhaps it is due to improper foundation in the Word...

sigh...oh i envy those close kinship...the warmth and strength...what more can one ask? many successes and sorrow which i share with others are ignorant to you...why are you so different?

Time...
It made you change...
Different are you from the past...
Why do you choose a different path?
Sigh...

Totally different interests we have...total opposites...is it even possible that 2 totally opposites are related? the only word that can describe us is just 'OPPOSITE'...

Why am i able to share my joy and sorrow with others except you? arent you a gift from God that we should support each other in tough and difficult times? this is just something i dont understand...why...?

15 Nov 2007

2007-11-15T10:00:00.000+08:00

Wow! A long time since my last blog which was dated in May! Dont really know what to say...

Oh well will just start with the O Levels. Finally it ended but mine was the last paper! Everyone ended before me! But anyway it all have ended so there is no problem with the dates now. However since the last paper, I have nothing to do now! All I do now is like a pig...sleep, and eat. Dont even know what to play!

Haiyo got theolo at the end of the year! 1 month leh! Only 2 weeks of holidays for me...then theolo and after that will be the start of the JC life. Argh no time to relax and enjoy holiday at all! Well going for theolo lessons is not a prob but staying there?! Argh!

Oh really wonder when to restart ensemble practice again. Last prac was the day before the Senior Members' Day. I dont think there will be time to prac for the EYSP. Oh well suppose next prac will be next year cause if it will be during theolo, a lot of people will make noise and a lot of inconvinience esp for the cellos.

Oh well since I have nothing to say now, I will sign off now...

woohoo!

2007-05-18T17:33:00.002+08:00

oh yeah! exams are finnally over and the results are in! well this exam is the most surprising ever! well apart from me getting a fail for the amaths (only 4 ppl in my class passed), i top the whole class in the 3 sciences and hist-ss! wad the! dat is really surprising!

anyway, i really really wanna enter MJC or SAJC...hoping to get in via DSA but my cca! argh...oh ok the main purpose of me writing this blog is because some people insist i update it! and btw, anissa is one of them....

oh i came across this weird website, it is www.getannoyed.com and is very very lame...it teaches you how to irritate and annoy people under every circumstances! haha...and today, anissa and i justed those 'tips' to work it on many people...hahaha! should have seen the look on their faces!

ok la...cant really type much cause nth to say...just wanna congratulate the ppl who are glad with their results and 'nvm there's alwayz next time' for those who are upset with their marks...

signing off...

16 Feb 2007 Fri

2007-02-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

woah so fast and it is already feb '07! well, today class had conflict with Mrs Sundar during her emaths period over the case on where to do Ex3a Qn 3...sounds weird right? mrs sundar, wanted us to do in the Exrcise bk 2 but do the vectors on a graph paper and paste it in but the class wanted to do it in the graph book...so some started showing attitudes and also mrs sundar starting saying we were so inflexible! but i dont mind where it is done...but it is very hard and confusing! hate it!

anyway, in class i am becoming a loner and dislikes some people...it is like Shadi, Bai Sheng, Nicholas and Bing Yu is starting to show me attitudes and insults! I dont realli talk much to them but will explain everyone of them in detail. For Shadi and Nicholas, i already hate them and they hate me...but they keep on insulting me and throwing defamities at me behind my back...not knowing that I KNOW WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT...for Bai Sheng, we used to be good friends when i was in band...but after quiting, the whole band and he started giving me cold shoulder even when i still treat them as friends! where is the justice?! and the thing is that when BS asks a question, i answer him but he pretends i am invisible and continues asking the question to get the same answer from another person! what a childish act! Bing Yu, who was once a friend on mine have now started to insult me and hurdle names at me...think he has been brain-washed by Shadi and gang since they sit so close to each other...

anyway, i dont really bother much about that issue as they are nothing in my sight and i dont give a hoot about their very existance...it is just a parasite in the midst of intelligent people...in which they would get the same treatment of what they are giving others now, later in life and it would be worser...that is retribution for them! but the thing is that i am becoming more of a loner and that i mix lesser with the group i used to hang out with...my close friends that i can say would be xiao qian's group...no one else have ever treated me better than how XQ's group treated me...they are the best...but of all, Samuel is still my best friend and i am very grateful to have him as a best friend...

lately i have experienced some discomforts in my intestinal and stomach area...i would get a very sharp pain lasting for a long time and then it disappears...then i comes back again some time later...and it has been going on for some time but i have told no one about this to prevent people from worrying...it is best not to say so as to let them enjoy their lives and worry about themselves...but the thing you may be thinking is why post it here when i dont wanna tell anyone...the reason is simple...cause no one reads this blog and that i am not popular with everyone so no one would look out for anything i do...

another issue i want to say is that i am very grateful for whatever i have now with me and that i also do know that there are somethings that i would like but am unable to get it...but at least i am contented with whatver i have...i do not know when i would leave this world or when the people i teasure most would leave me...but the thing is that i enjoy everyday as it is another day i am blessed to enjoy whatever i have and the people i treasure as well as the people around me...it doesnt matter whether they may not like me but i do hope to forgive everyone and live a good life such that i would be able to leave this world with a clear conscience...

ok that was a bit to dramatic...but this weekend there is a lot of homework cause of the Chinese New Year break...ok i have to get ready to leave now...bye bye everyone and WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS CHINESE NEW YEAR 2007! GONG XI FA CHAI! and for the students, XUE YE JIN BU!

signing off...

1 Jan 2007 Mon

2007-01-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

wow so fast it is already 2007! ok i miss my relatives that have gone back to malaysia, ipoh...so sad...sigh...i wonder when is the next time i can meet them...well today or rather last night i stayed aunty alice's house and created friendster...so any of you with friendster, plase add...ok?

well, just went to cut hair again at Ang Mo Kio cause sch is starting soon...and sch would not accept my holiday hairstyle...so cut to a simpler one lor...easy...haha...then went to check out on the phones for Ah Wei lor at Ang Mo Kio and Compass Point Shopping Centre before going to my Kaima's house (Aunty Doris' house) for dinner...Hong yuan's family, japhia's family, my family, aunty alice's family and of course, keith's family were there...so fun! lots of people and all of us are related somehow! haha...so lots of fun but i regret not talking to japhia...she was alone there in a corner reading a new book she bought today...and finished it in only 4 hours! a whole book that is about 500 over pages!!! amazing!!! but still i regret not talking to her and miz with her...sob sob...

ok tml i am going to meet hong yuan and his family again and got to sleep soon so bye bye...and remember to add my friendster hor...ok? remember arr...oh and forgot

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 TO EVERYONE! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE...GOD BLESS

signing off...

21 Dec 2006 Thurs

2006-12-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

ok i am back in Singapore...sadly...holiday in Egypt was very nice and fun! went to a lot of places and seeing the wonders done by the ancient people!!!! i really like the places!!! Egypt is the best place to visit! i wish to go back there one day...and hopeully to be an Egyptologist...haha

well din get to write any blogs since 15 Dec cause i was sick...on 14 Dec in Cairo, i fell sick and that was problem from Cairo to Doha, and to Singapore...luckily the group was very caring...thanks to the group especially Jolene, Heok Yong, Nicholas, Uncle Chew, Jolene's mom, Aunty Felicia, Aunty Maria, Deb, Mr Ng, Vivia, and many more...even Don Lim...haha...well i am feeling much better today...

ok now back in Singapore, it is time to get back to studies and work...got history, biology, chemistry and amaths waiting...oh and my relatives are coming this sat...so must pack up the house for their arrival...haha...most of the house is pack...and now uncle oon chai is in my house to fix the light...cause i am changing light in my room and my bro's room...and changing bulb in the toilet...haha...ok i got to go and see the things...

signing off...

5 Dec 2006 Tues

2006-12-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

wahh last week, the entire week i stayed at Keith's house...my god-family's house...haha...it started from sunday nite after choir when i went there then stayed all the way till 3 Dec '06 Sun...so 1 week excatly...but the stay was very fun! on wed went to JB the Tebrau City for shopping...it is a new place and quite ok...but didnt buy anything cause the Malaysian Year-End sale was round the corner...haha...

then that weekend, 30 Nov to 3 Dec was the Spiritual Meeting...so tired!! and had Nusery duty on Fri nite, Sat nite, and Sun afternoon...haha...very fun but the kids are active!! haha...but was worth it...ok i cant really type much now cause i must get ready to leave the house in 15mins time to the airport to start my holiday to exotic Egypt!! aha...so i wont be online on msn or writing blogs for 10 days till 15 Dec...just in time for the Evangelistic service at Adam where i am going to present...haha...my flight is Qatar Airlines and the flight is Wed morning 2:50am..so must check in at 1+am....haha...so must leave soon...ok my bags are packed and going to miss people while away...and cant go for class chalet...haha...and holiday hmwk not completed yet!!! argh!!!!! haha...

ok i am also looking forward to see my relatives coming down to S'pore soon after i come back from Egypt...haha...ok i have to do some last minute things and get ready to go...bye!!!

signing off...

25 Nov 2006 Sat

2006-11-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

oh...today had church...and as usual, the sec 1s initially laughed at me...but too bad for them, today would be the last time i am going to style my hair! haha...cause no mood to style hair esp. when next week is Spiritual Meeting...haha...and i have to take care of the nursery...so cannot be bad influence...

oh and choir today we rehearsed the 6 songs all the way from 5:30pm to 8:30pm...3 hours prac for the evangelistic service for the sat and sun night...then so long!!! haha...but worth it...haha...and also prac where to stand...cause got new members liao..and now tenors need to stand in 2 rows!!! haha!! and so paiseh cause my hair looked like dyed cause my natural brown is so evident under the light! so very paiseh...haha...

only ate dinner at 9+ lor...so hungry...and only ate a fishball mee...haha..and it only cost $2.50!!! cheap hor...and normal size..haha...not bad...quite nice...went out with edward, daniel lim, hong yuan, hong yao, my bro, mei xin, wan zhen, one alto sis (dont know her name), yvonne, benjamin, jun bin and brian...haha...and of course me! so many ppl...so very nice...but too bad my bro spilt the curry on his pants and daniel lim's papers, books, choir scores and hymn book!!! so pitiful for daniel...haha...and my bro also dropped his phone...bad day for him...haha...

anyway, tonight, hong yuan, hong yao and benjamin are staying my house...haha...all close friends and cousin....haha...cause hong yuan is staying to help my bro with his room...packing of stuff cause he is re-designing his room...and hong yao staying cause i asked him to...and benjamin is staying cause too late liao...and initially, my bro and i supposed to stay hong yuan's hse but things changed...ben was to go to aunty michelle's hse then his mum pick him up...but since tables turned, ben stays my house...haha...dont mind anyway! more fun! haha...

oh tml mei xin getting baptised!!! i want to go see...but kinda lazy to...but what she said is true...she is only going to be re-born once...so must go...anyway see first if going tml or not..haha..and tml got choir too!! argh...from 1 hour after baptism end to 4pm...haha....

ok i got to go and accompany the rest...cannot pang seh them..haha...

signing off...

24 Nov 2006 Fri

2006-11-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

i am like so pissed off now lah! stupid mindless immature sec 1s! ppl change hairstyle also cannot one meh? still must act so immature and take pics! feel like spoiling your hps for you lah! since you want to take pics, take your own pics...not others! get that fact into your small microscopic brain...if you even have a brain!

nth much happened today lor...only got tuition that's all...and go to Elias Mall to pick up some boxes to pack my bro's stuff cause he re-designing room...then hong yuan came over to help...but now not in the mood to say anything...too angry liao...stupid sia...tml still must go see those 4 irritating faces...dont bother to post their stupid names...but starting letters are 'j', 'b', 'g', and 'h'...if you can guess, good, if you cant...too bad for you!

wahh i cant stand it anymore lah! nice wad...still must take photos! and not once lah!...still must laugh and take so many...somemore must call the others and crowd! if you like to take pics so much, go take pics of others lah! go to the streets and take the pic! not me! get it??!!

so darn pissed off...hope to de-stress soon...must go out with friends next week...cant stand it liao...

signing off...

22 Nov 2006 Wed

2006-11-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

wahh today had an extreme make-over thanks to my bro...as in the negative and postive sense...cause he has been bugging me to change my appearance...

in the morning, woke up at 11+ and immediately went to Elias Mall to cut hair at the E-Jean salon on the 2nd floor...well, had my hair cut short and the hairdresser went to style up my hair for me...at the back was spikey while the front was kinda nice...and washed hair and only cost $12!! how surprising and the lady even did more for me like straighten a bit of my fringe for me...

then after the hair cut was already the afternoon, went to the supermarket on the 1st floor to buy hair spray and moose (dont know how to spell) then took a cab to Parkway Parade to meet Hong Yuan and Meilin as they were there already...then when reached, when to MPH to meet them as they were in there...so went to buy flip-flops first, then when around the shops to find clothes...finally went to U2 to get my top and jeans...then went to 77th street to buy belt which is Billabong belt, then went to get shoes at Adidas (which was the most ex!) and socks at Isetan...so after that went to MacDonalds to go eat some fries...in my new style...haha...oh i forgot to mention met Sis Linda and Sis Pinn Chi...haha...and they were surprised...hehe...

so later took a cab, the four of us back to my house lor...didnt even eat lunch and breakfast!!! so only ate some fries! and so it started to rain on the way back...and when reached home it rained...haha...and hong yuan said aunty vannesa (japhia's mom) wanted to meet the triple 'date', hong yuan and meilin, my bro and xue ting, me and japhia!! haha..but of course did not go lah in the end...paiseh lor..haha...

wahh when reach home so sleepy!!! so didnt want to go to bugis street in the end...so my bro went to Concourse while hong yuan and meilin went some where else...so i slept till 8pm!! aha...

ok now i watching tv and chatting...tml still must go for school open house...wahh sian...i dont want to go leh...somemore scared see the mr bernard...alamak...

signing off...

21 Nov 2006 Tues

2006-11-21T21:51:00.003+08:00

oh well, finally it is the holidays for me...yesterday had the chem test and 3 weeks for extra classes are finally over! finally! woohoo!!!! but, starts the siansation...haha...cant wait for tml! cause a special someone is going to end camp and can sms her liao...

wahh...today hong yuan and hong yi came to my house today since my mom and aunty michelle went to the food fair...and also very sian cause got piano lesson at 3:30pm...

and another thing is that Jean, being an Ah Ma, wants to act young...and keeps on wanting to be called jiejie by hong yi when hong yi calls her 'ah ma', 'ta pian girl'. 'dead ah ma', 'bad bad girl', 'mad dead ah ma'...haha...well jeano, time to face up to the facts....haha...which is not jiejie but ah ma...haha...when she keep on saying hong yi is a 'cute boy'...

ok back to chatting yeah? so looking forward to tml...

signing off...

20 Nov 2006 Mon

2006-11-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

whoa...today just had chem re-test...a bit chim lor...but find it relatively easier as compared to the End of Year Exam '06...haha...cant wait for this wed...then can sms a special someone...haha...i am now kind of dying of boredom...nothing to do today except eat lunch, sleep, then wake up for tea break, then watch tv, then now chatting till dinner comes later, then sleep till tml...sian right??

i wish i could go out for a short while with someone...haha...but not anyone...a special someone...haha...but cant forget there is TONS of holiday homework from demanding teachers...sometimes just feel so -.-''' ...haha...get what i mean?

whoa is it like come to think of it, i am really very SIAN!!! think i would go to the Food Fair tml to kill the SIANsation...haha...ok i think it is a matter of time till you can say goodbye to me cause the SIANsation is really getting to me...haiz...

wahh it is like now, i realised that my close friends in church are all about 'you know what' now...haha...cause it is like i see and hear them talking about it almost most of the time...and i think it is ok for me to confess mine on this blog because NO ONE EVER READS THIS BLOG!!! hahahahahahahaha...so it is safe for love confession here...haha...but i really miss her...ok i think i am a bit disguising now...haha...NC16 stuff...heahea...but you would understand if you have one...if you even understand...haha...ok i think i go chat somemore...

signing off...

19 Nov 2006 Sun

2006-11-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

wahh...japhia going for church camp till wed...cant sms her until wed cause she have to surrender hp as part of the rules...charlotte also...haha...so sad...i cant sms japhia...wonder if she got miss me...haha...ok i think i am getting mushy and weird...but i dont care...haha

tml got chem re-test lah! wahh...stress...haha...then thurs got school open house...i have to go due to CCA...so sad...haiz...haha...ok i got to go sleep...and sob over unable to sms...haha...

signing off...

1 Nov 2006 Wed

2006-11-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

oh...there is a mistake about the malay announcement on the MRT i posted yesterday. the correct spelling and construction should be:
'Sila ambil perhatian, demi keselamatan anda, harap berdiri di belakang garisan kuning.'

sorry for the mistake. another thing is that i realised some computers are unable to read the chinese words of the chinese announcement yesteraday. for that, some of you guys should experience a difference in chinese characters and some codes added into the sentence. you have to change that part of your computer to 'tune' into the 'channel'.

oh so excited ah-ee, crystal jiejie, christopher korkor, sam-kaufu, sam-kaumu, wan xing, wan ying and po po coming to singapore this month. cant wait to see them! especially when i havent met christopher korkor ever!! never met him before!! so you should be able to guess how excited i am...

2 more weeks of extra classes in school!!! so looking forward for it to end!! lots of homework this week!! hopefully there are lesser work given in the forth-coming days of school. ok i think i would like to go and chat on MSN now.

signing off...

31 Oct 2006 Tues

2006-10-31T18:29:00.000+08:00

so sad Tua Pek, Dai Ku Cheh and Lai Ku Cheh with their familes left on Sun and Mon... on top of that, there is another 3 more weeks of school!!!! but it should be fun...i hope... and a chem test on the 20 Nov, and another chem test on the 2nd week of Jan, with a bio test on the 2nd week of Jan...

oh i got the MRT 'yellow line' anouncement for Eng, Chin, and Malay:
Eng: Dear passengers, for your own safety, please stand behind the yellow line.
Chin: 大家请注意，为了您的安全，请站在黄线的后面。
Malay: Sila umbil berhantian, damil islama anda, harap perdidi berlakan darisan kuni.

i do not have the tamil translation...so sad... so it is not that complete...

oh there is show on Channel 5 later on...

by the way, there are some chinese phrases for use...beware as they are lame:
start the chatting conversation with -- 你知道吗？我在肯你讲话！你在吗?
if they -.-''' you, use this -- 哈哈? 你笑我？
if they ... you, use this -- 你有没有良心？
and finally if they say you are lame, say -- 你以为我不能走路是吗？

ok that's all for now...

signing off...

25 Oct 2006 Wed

2006-10-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

i just saw my marks today when the Marks Log-sheet was passed around...so sad lah!!! i see my marks being underlined...sob sob...but hopefully tml when get back report card during Meet-the-Parents i still can take Pure Sciences...i cannot afford to go to Combined Sciences due to me not taking Mother Tongue...

it is like now after exams i realised we are always in the Hall throughout the entire day lor...performances after performances...presentations...talks...and more lor...the nice thing is the air-con but must listen to them...hehe...oh and today the Acuvue by Johnson & Johnson came for the presentation...the water-bottles they gave as prizes very nice!!! and they also gave tips on how to look good wearing spectacles...it is not to choose the same shape of the spectacles as your face shape...for example if your face is round, do not choose specs of round shape but choose other shapes like box...

i also signed up for their free Teen Privillege Card lor...it is to be signed up via internet...if you wanna sign up, go to this website... http://www.acuvueteens.com.sg ... you can click on the website as it is a hyperlink...if you do not wear specs also nvm cause got discounts at places...and for those wearing specs, discount for Acuvue products!!! so go sign up lah!!

and today Nicholas and his family going back to Klang...so sad...still remember they were on their way to Singapore on Friday night then meet up with them on Saturday...and staayed in Hong Yao's house on Sunday to spend time with them and Hong Yao, Nicholas and Hong Yuan stayed my house on Monday night till yesterday...so sad they left at about 3:50pm in the afternoon today...

wahh this past few days i have food poisoning...going out of the house is a pain as my stomach is always churning and i feel very unwelll...hence i did not go for CCA today and was in pain throughout the entire day...

oh tml my aunt and her family is coming to S'pore!!! they were supposed to go to JB on tues to spend time with their other side of the family, then come down to S'pore today...but too bad their relatives wanted to spend more time with them so they will only be coming tml...and now must clean up the house in preparation!!!

oh i like Li Ting's UNO Slam!!! like when playing will feel very kan-cheong lor cause there is time limit and when the buzzer sound that signals end of your turn and if your haven finish, must draw 4 cards...so play until very shiok lah!!! adrenaline all over the body feel very nice lor...ok i know i am very weird but that is the way it is...another game to play with UNO cards is called 'Stress'..it is more exciting and more adrenaline-pumping...but it is to be played with the number cards only lor...very fun...ok i wanna go watch TV liao...Spongebob Squarepants is on now...

signing off...

17 Oct 2006 Tues

2006-10-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

wahh... now is time to get back exam results... so sad my results so far not very good... so sad... but i am not going to post up my results... now there is like nth to do in sch... only ceheck sults only lor... den play and play (PAP)...

oh... there are a few chats that are on the net:
1. http://www.chatroom.org
2. http://chat.yahoo.com

i think they are free... but not confirmed for the imlive.com... anyway, enjoy!!! does anyone ahve got jokes to share? cause i am quite down due to results.. i think.. anyway the point is anyone got jokes??? actually i find it no point to be sad over marks... cause the paper is over and cannot do anything liao... onli thing is to do better in the next paper... must have a positive attitude... cant be help... i am always optimistic... hahax...

signing off...

13 Oct 2006 Fri

2006-10-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

it was a good thing that yesterday and today is a holiday...no paper on thurs and marking day is today!! finally i get a proper sleep and able to wake up late!!! nothing much happened today as most of the time i was just sleeping...sleeping...and more sleeping...cant be help as i was feeling so bored today...it was like i could plan what i wanted to do before the exams but after the exams, none of the plans seem interesting at all!!!

wow...Theological Seminar is coming...but i do not think i am going...well i guess i am going to start my Year 1 later than the rest...but too bad...it cant be help cause i would not be in town most of the time during that period...

the JY tees are ready...that was what Bro. Biwei told me last Sunday...and that Adam, Telok Kurau and Sembawang can collect them liao...i think for TK, Wanzhen or Bro. Shizhou would be collecting for us...i am not so sure for Adam and Sembawang but plans should be made soon...ok got nothing much to say...

signing off...

12 Oct 2006 Thurs

2006-10-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

Well, it has been a long time since i blogged! Exams are finally over as of yesterday!!!! So i did not have time to blog as i was busy studying for the end-of-year exams. Anyway, now i am so free and have all the time to celebrate and play!!!!

Finally the Ikea and Courts that are building near my house are going to be opened soon!!! Giant on the other hand is still building...unlike Courts and Ikea where the building is all ready to welcome their first customers! VivoCity is also open!!! Just visited it this morning!! Not bad but the aircon is very cold. The place is also very nice and spacious. Most of the shops are open including Best Denki, Tangs, Kopitiam, Banquet...and many more. The place is also very big that maps have been printed for the customers!!! Ample carpark space too...so no need to worry about parking. However, it is very crowded during meal times! Best to go there now...many shops are having their opening sale. To visit their website, it is 'www.vivocity.com.sg' and is worth going to see VivoCity face-to-face. It is also situated next to HabourFront and opposite Sentosa. Can feel the sea breeze at the roof terrace and nice view of Sentosa. Most of the eateries are facing the sea!!

ok have to rest now...kind of in a holiday mood...

signing off...

26 Sept 2006 Tues

2006-09-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

sigh...7 more daes to exams...and hmwk just keep on coming in lyk as if there is a non-stop supply!!!! gd tink todae is a sch holidae due to the polling dae... hence at least got time to quickly finish up on hmwk and start on revision...

anywae i knew tt the Hady would win the S'pore Idol lor... cauz he has more of a musical advantage than the Jonathan cauz Hady is a pub singer wad... and Hady oso popular but Jonathan oso lah... hahax... so sad i not in there... hahax just joking... but will be kinda paiseh singing in front of the judges and the audience... ok i gtg study le...

signing off...

25 Sept 2006 Mon

2006-09-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

haiz...8 more daez to EOY exams... hahax... luckily tml is a holidae due to the Polling Day 2006... finally i hav a nice blogskin for my blog... anyone noticed it?? hahax... i am so sleepy todae tt i fell asleep after lunch and only woke up at dinner time! for tt i did not complete any of my hmwk during tt sleeping time!!

anywae got nth to sae cauz morning sch, den come home sleep, den only now do blog.. oh ya! ltr got the Singapore Idol results... although i dun really watch it but i tink mayb make an exception cauz dun wanna be left behind on the Idol craze...

wahh todae in class y everyone eat garlic bread arh??? siaox the guys all sitting behind me all eat the garlic bread... and some even eat 2 breads!!! die... hahax... but actually there wasnt much smell... surprisingly... den oso in class got ppl play 'Deodorant fight'... quite fun lah.. except tt the person sitting nxt to me was part of the 'fight' n oso the 'fight' was nxt to me... hahax... ok gtg liaoz...

signing off...

24 Sept 2006 Sun

2006-09-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

alamak paiseh...i counted the exam dates wrongly...it starts on the 3rd of October not the 2nd...so tt means i got only 9 more daes to study...and there are so many chpts to study:

E Maths: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13
A Maths: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9
Bio : 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12
Chem : 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,20,21
Physics : 1,2,3,4,5,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16
Hist : 1,2,3,4
SS : 2,3,5,6,7

So many chpts to study!!! and onli 9 more daes!!! how to finish all of them? good thing Hist chpt 5 was taken out...1 less chpt to study...phew...finally finished all my hmwk!! one whole pile removed!! finally can start revision...actually there shldnt be any hmwk given...let us study if not attention redirected to hmwk away fr studies lor...hmwk shld hav been given a long time ago and not now!!! 9 more daeas to exam n still giv hmwk?? aiyoh...so bad sia...

hey if anyone wan to link my blog to theirs arh go ahead hor...nvm wan...actually i got nth much to sae todae cauz lyk wad i do todae very simple...

Morning: Wake up, eat lunch cauz wake up at noon
Afternoon: Do hmwk and revise
Night time: Relax by watching some TV den back to books

oh ya...in between lyk onli take a few breaks to chat...tt's all...such a dull dae...haha...oh well got to go back to the books now...

signing off...

This is the confirmed design for the JY Tee 2006...it is the one tt i confirmed for TK, Jean confirmed for Adam, and Japhia confirmed for Semb...i added in the watermark but on the real t-shirt design, there is no watermark horr...and the tee is $15 to be paid to Daniel for TK, Jean for Adam, and Japhia for Semb on 30 Sept 2006 Sat...

23 Sept 2006 Sat

2006-09-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

wahh...i m so sleepy todae tt i din care abt wad to wear todae! so embarassing! I&E Day was fun although we juz stood at our booths lyk zombies...and there was free food although i wasnt hungry but rather thirsty...thnkx to waking up at 6:45am todae, i was tired for the entire dae...

9 more daes to EOY exam! i still hav not finished studying!!! hmwk oso piling up n hav to quickly finish them be4 more piles and comes to me...it is alwaes lyk tt...non-stop traffic of hmwk...actually there shld be anymore hmwk lor...shld let us hav time to revise work instead of rushing to do hmwk!!!! isnt tt rite? actually i got nth much to talk abt todae cauz i too bz finishing up on hmwk...den muz start on revision already...so sry cant talk much unlyk the other daes...

signing off...

22 Sept 2006 Fri

2006-09-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

todae was not too bad...except for the fact that there was amaths test and emaths lesson was kinda dry...and oso had to prepare for I&E Day tml...the new library rule is terrible! they said 'due to excesive unnessary printing, all printers are now not equiped papers. Pls proceed to the counter upon printing and state the no. of papers you need. Printing is only for sch purposes. Unnessary printing would be sent for disciplinary action'...den wad is the use of putting printers in the library? den lyk so inconvinient lor...and juz today i needed to print sth for the I&E Day, it just took 20mins for the librarian to just print 5pages for me! the old rule only took me a few seconds! muz complain lah! wad is this?! a total waste of time...

aiyah i dun really bother cauz lyk i onli left 1 more yr...so dun hav to bother cauz aft graduating i will not be in Dunman wad...there is not Dunman JC or Dunman Poly...so wad for? rite? sigh...i feel lyk a loner in class liao...lyk nth much to talk abt n lyk no one to mingle wif...some ppl are lyk getting on my nerves n i cant stand dem anymore...to be frank, i hav already labelled them n 'irritating' or 'wadeva...' and it is lyk who do dey think they r? firstly dey throw things at me when i studying to get me on my nerves, den i wanted to lyk juz throw the paper away they threaten me by saying 'I'm warning you Daniel..'? who in the world u tink u r? i dun care even if u r sitting behind me...du i look lyk a give a bothering look? NO!!!! many ppl in class hav already crossed the line but i juz dun wanna sae...but one of them is sitting near me...within a one person radius...aniwae i dun really care abt them cauz u r not of close relations so y shld i bother abt u? aft all u r juz gng to ruin ur own behaviour...which i dun care! u may sae lyk u hate me or bad-mouth me behind my back but f.y.i i dun bother...talk abt urself first be4 commenting abt others...u tink u r so good tt u can comment abt others is it? juz to let u readers noe, the 'u' i mention in the paragraph is not referring to u but the person i m talking abt...so if i offended u, sry abt tt cauz i dun wanna mention the person's name...

wahh 10 more daes to EOY exams...some ppl r juz too sensitive...is there anything wrong abt gng up to another council friend n juz sae 'hey...u now arh...actually ur position in the council exco was wad i wanted' anything wrong? but y muz u lyk go be so offended n tink i sae u r not fit to be in exco? did i ever sae tt? dig ur ears lah n listen properly...cum on lah...be more sensible n tink can or not?! got brains dun wanna tink n sae ppl offend u...den not onli tt muz oso go tell the council president tt i sae u not fit to be in exco and sae i not happy cauz i not in exco? WAD IN THE WORLD R U TRYING TO DO? BE FUNNY? IF U TINK U R TRYING TO AMUSE PPL, DO BETTER CAUZ PPL R NOT AMUSED BY UR ACTIONS! it is very irritating n offensive lah go anyhow malign me...u tink funny is it? if u not happy i in council den too bad! hu asked u to join aft i joined? so if u not happy den sae lah! go complain to president for all u wan cauz I DUN CARE!!!!! in the first place u tink president got so much time to entertain ur nonsense is it? well too bad...cauz they r veri bz ppl...plz hav some common sense lah! WAKE UP!! sigh i dun wanna talk abt it anymore cauz it is affecting my mood...

signing off...

21 Sept 2006 Thurs

2006-09-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

tidae juz got the costs and sizes for the JY tee...according to Jean, she said tt the cost is $15 and the sizes available are as follows (rough estimation):
XS -- Size 36
S --- Size 38
M -- Size 40
L --- Size 42
XL - Size 44

all TK JY ppl plz remember to pass to me the $15 by this sat (23 Sept 06) or by next sat (30 Sept 06) ok? you can pass it to either me or wanzhen...we shall be telling you all more info on sat 2nd session since it is a week 5...and ermm...the design for the JY tee has been changed...we will see if we can show it to u guys on sat...would be briefing be4 the toilet cleaning ok?

i oso juz released tt class bonding is greatly needed in 3B...juz looked wad happened 2dae...aiyah i dun wanna sae in public so juz keep it to urself...over a small misunderstanding can cauz the class to be unhappy...but i m glad tt the other classmates are able to act as a mediator or in SS term, 'ASEAN' or "UN"...hahax...3B keep up the good work!

wahh it is lyk another 11 more daes to end-of-yr exam n i hav not finished my studies! panic sia!!!!! argh!!!! aniwae, i m a good counsellor cauz i tot of being the counsellor in council...but was rejected with a straight 'NO' cauz i m not seen as one whom ppl can share their feelings wif...ermm...dun get the wrong idea...hahax...anywae if anione got probs or juz nid a listening ear, i m alwaes there to help...juz approach me...dun hav to worry as it will all be kept PAC (private and confidential)...ok i muz go back to studies n hmwk...

signing off...

20 Sept 2006 Wed

2006-09-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

Tsk tsk tsk...todae lyk physics so chim...and somemore a few more days to End-of-Year Exams!! ARGH!!!! i muz quickly go study liao lor...

eh...some how i still feel sad abt not being in council exco...but my mentee is my dept's asst. director lor! imagine it...ur mentee is now ur asst. director of ur dept. quite weird hor...but aiyah nvmz wan lah...aft all it is based on skill wad...and muz oso see whether got support the council's 3 visions...but so sad i was told i wasnt seen using the 3rd vision although the first 2 i hav...sob sob...aiyah but still muz support the council rite? and somemore my mentee!!!! muz giv him the best support...(and ermm more support muz be given to him den others yeah?)...haha...

eh if anyone feeling depressed over wadeva things, juz 'always look on the bright side of life'...hahax...remember the Nike song? ya...muz rmbr tt hor...k i muz go back to hmwk n studies...kinda fun once u get started...

signing off...

19 Sept 2006 Tues

2006-09-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

oh well, this is my first publishment for this new blog. Eh ppl, the old one the psychic05 tt one arh...you can throw away liao horr...cauz i not using tt one liao. a time for change in everything so i decided to change to this new blog.

Firstly i would lyk to start be saying...sob sob i never get into council exco...but nvmz i accepted the outcum liao...got to face the future...hahax...so those hu nvr get into exco oso, we r in the same boat...

Secondly i wanna sae 'TONY! Y U NVR REPLY MY MESSAGES! I LYK SEND U CHAT U NVR REPLY ME SIA...' hahax...ok i tink i m gng insane but too bad...this is me...

Thirdly in my stupid speech, i oso wanna take those ppl hu helped me in all my nids, for eg. ppl lyk Levina fr Indonesia; Zerlina, Shafie, Sarah Norlina, and many others fr Singapore; Carmen, Jasmiin, and many others fr Malaysia, Tony fr Egypt; and many others fr other countries...

Fourthly but not least, thnkz ppl for reading my blog although it is stupid...nvm i will b more 'devoted' (*vomit*)to this new blog den the other...i hope n tink...but nvm...hahax...

wahh EOY exam cumming liao...muz go study liao...which is fun i tink...eh...ya i m rite...hahax...oh ya be4 i forget! juz to let u noe tt i m officially LAME...got the message? GOOD! actually i can be a counsellor horr...joseph n keith i noe to 2 of u will laugh at me for saeing this but TOO BAD...i said it liao...n even published it...hahax...

wahhh lyk so sad...sms n call cannot reach tt person (dun wanna name...so dun bother to guess)...hahax...kinda lame leh...supposed to be sad but i laughing...haha...sigh...

signing off...